2026 A Year of Challenge and Patience

July 5:  I’ve recently realized that my life has been unfolding in a sequence of roughly 5 year “chapters”.

The first began in 2005.  I was a Manager in the City Planning Division. I was working with a talented group on some of the most interesting and challenging developments in the city including Koerner Hall, the ROM expansion, OCAD’s “tabletop” building on McCaul, the addition to the Art Gallery by Frank Gehry and any number of smaller, but exciting projects in the heart of the city. Then, in 2006, I was transferred to manage an area in the east end of the city where the projects were significantly less challenging.

Although I understood the circumstances in which it happened, this came as something of a slap in the face and after a while I decided that I would prefer to work closer to home and among old friends at the City of Etobicoke.  I arranged a job transfer and moved west as amalgamation of the city departments began to gain momentum. Unfortunately, this was often achieved by setting benchmarks or standard policies which staff were not inclined to change. Many projects became mired in a sort of purgatory with supportive staff but little willingness to deviate from policy and move these projects forward. This became intensely frustrating since much of “planning” is in fact problem solving – difficult to do without willing partners.

The second “chapter” began in 2010 when I retired from the City. Working for the City had become tedious and I “did the math” and decided that I would prefer to follow a different path with my life. I started to run; at first, short jogs to the end of 25th Street. Later there were  longer runs along Lake Promenade close to the lake and bicycle rides up the Etobicoke Creek. I continued working out a bit at home, and painting with my first instructor.  My Dad died during this time, ending his long decline with Alzheimer’s. In spite of some setbacks, this chapter was fundamentally a time of personal growth and change.

In 2015 I sold my house to my daughter Marisa. She and her partner Joel were looking to start a family and I realized that I didn’t really need an entire 3 bedroom house for myself. I moved to a much smaller one bedroom apartment in Garden Court at Bayview and Davisville. While it wasn’t exactly “downtown”, it was far more urban and exciting than the home on 25th Street.

During this period I began training with a group at the Running Room. Over the next 5 years I would run several 5 and 10 km events, and a half-marathon, which remains my longest competitive race. I met a bunch of fun and interesting people through running, many of whom are friends to this day.  I began learning to play electric bass with the New Horizons band and performed several times at various locations. I also started to paint with a new instructor who I follow to this day. And perhaps most importantly – at least for the purposes of this post – I  began writing these pages.

This blog was conceived as a way to post updates during a trip to Europe that I was planning for 2015. I spent 1 month travelling by car, 1 month travelling by motorcycle and some additional time with friends in a house in the south of France. The blog itself became something more than a travelogue. During the next 4 years I travelled to Europe 3 times (2017, 2018 and 2019). Those adventures can also be found elsewhere in these pages by date.

That 5 year chapter ended in 2020 when we faced the pandemic. Running with larger groups ended, socializing with friends and maintaining relationships became difficult. I moved to a townhouse with Kate, and then in 2021 to a 2 bedroom apartment when that relationship changed.

During 2020 I discovered that Regatta Island was for sale and promptly abandoned sanity in an emotional drive to buy it. That was accomplished to the detriment of my financial well-being in July 2021. I’ve spent the last 5 years thinking mostly about the work program for the island and doing the work itself. Pretty much everything else has become a second level of importance. I am no longer able to run, thanks to arthritis in my toes (ironically, this may be due to running…) and I am not painting often because the class taught by my last instructor is on a Wednesday night and I now have a conflicting commitment.

Over the weekend I sold Regatta Island.* This was an anticipated event – not a forced sale – although I will say that the overall availability of funding was an issue. Once the deal closes in August, I will return to the city and start a new chapter by contemplating what I have learned, what my emotions are telling me, and what I would like to do in the next 5 year “chapter” of my life. It feels like exciting time are ahead.

* More on this in a following entry.

June 17:  I suspect that many people would say that “being close to nature” is one of the key reasons to own a cottage. One imagines swimming in the lake, sitting on the beach watching the sunset, listening to the call of the loons across the lake. But there is another side to “nature” that may not be quite so nice: black flies in swarms thick enough to drive deer out of the woods, mice infesting the cottage linen supply, bears and racoons rummaging through the garbage. You can never be totally sure which side you might get. As a cottager, you may need a degree of acceptance as you approach your life at the lake.

Across from Regatta Island is a large cottage on Browning Island which was constructed sometime in the last 10 years.  It’s got all the bells and whistles that people seem to feel they need at a cottage these days including a large boathouse and a beach house which may also house a sauna. There’s a 10 foot Tiki sculpture in front of the cottage – for reasons I can’t imagine – and pathways for the golf cart necessary to get from the cottage to the beach. Last week, I listened for an entire day as a team of workers used leaf blowers to “clean up” the property from end to end. I suppose that your woods should always be tidy…

The following morning, I was relieved to hear that silence had returned. But then I realized that it was entirely too silent. The property opposite had been home to a “murder” of crows for at least the last 5 years. Every Spring, I would hear the raucous calls of the newly hatched young as they begged for food.  The adults would fly across the lake and return later with some morsel for the family. There would be an enormous screeching and calling as the young realized that dinner had arrived. In time, the young would gain their wings and venture from the nest. Regatta Island was often the first “foreign land” they would investigate before moving on to further shores and they would spend a day or two screeching and calling in my trees. That morning I realized that there was no calling from across the bay. Nothing. It was totally silent. And it has been silent for the last few days.

Clearly the owners’ view of “nature” didn’t extend to large noisy birds which might occasionally interfere with a quiet afternoon at the cottage. So they were disposed of, by what means I don’t know. I found this very troubling.

Most cottagers like me wish to employ a degree of “control” at their property. We cut trees, move rocks and some misguided souls even plant lawns. But there is something exceedingly arrogant and unthinking about eliminating an entire family of harmless if noisy crows in the midst of breeding season. Crows are very intelligent birds. They have highly evolved survival strategies and would find a new home if their nest was simply removed at the end of the season. Browning Island, where the property is located, is more than 800 acres in size, so there’s plenty of room.

But no. Apparently the owner wants a nice, neat, quiet environment where he can enjoy his time at the lake. And he wants it now.  So they are gone, never to return.  And I think we are all a little worse off because of that.

ADDENDUM June 22:  This afternoon a group of 5 crows flew across the channel south of Regatta headed directly for the former location of their nest.  There was much calling and squawking back and forth in the forest before they appeared to fly on to another location on Browning Island.  So it would seem that my neighbour actually treated the birds  with some respect and allowed them to move on to another location, there to bother some other unsuspecting cottager. I stand corrected.

May 18:  Okay. I’m cheating here, because it’s not actually May 18, but almost a month later. But for the sake of appearances and continuity, let’s just pretend it is.

The environment – the weather more specifically – is a determining factor when cottaging. A city home receives constant attention and care. Small issues can be spotted and dealt with before they become major problems. But as I wrote in the last post, a cottage is essentially alone and left to fend for herself for 6 of the most punishing months of the year.  Almost anything can happen during our time away.

So it was with some trepidation that worker mate Roy and I arrived to survey the scene. There was some additional tension this year because the “Spring Freshet” (the runoff most of us would call a flood) was far higher than usual. The marina docks were under a foot of water, which meant that the guys could simply pull the supporting timbers out from under the hulls of the boats in storage and they were already floating and ready for the season. Almost 90 boats were “launched” this way.

Since the marina docks were still submerged, we waited more than a week for the water to subside enough to access the boat and reach the island. Many cottage docks were still under water, and several in the bay around the island were heavily damaged. My dock is significantly higher than any other dock (barring the government docks built for barges) and so it was well above the lake level. Ironically, we might have been at the cottage weeks earlier, except that the marina was under water.

The high water had covered a small portion of the island to the front of the cottage. There had then been some significant on-shore wind that had driven the water across the island and swept all of the leaves, twigs and other detritus that would normally be under the trees and bushes out into the lake. Also gone was a large pile of bark chips that I had hoped to use, and a 25 foot long log that the OPP had deposited on the island 3 years ago. It was completely waterlogged and useless. I had often wondered what I could do to get rid of it. Problem solved.

Now assured that the Winter damage was minimal, Roy and I set about the routines of opening the cottage and getting the various systems operating. The new water intake system is a special treat because it simply requires installing some filters (a bit of a hassle) and then flipping a switch. We were blessed with a few days of warmer than usual weather as we wrapped things up.

I’ve now spent more time at the cottage than at home and have mostly adjusted to “cottage life”.  Without the constant pressure of the seasonal work programs of the last few years, there is time to relax a bit and enjoy the calm and quiet. This can be problematic for me, because I still see all of the smaller projects that should be done, but I am reluctant to start anything significant because the cottage is listed for sale, and prospective buyers might arrive with little advance warning.

And so I begin another season on Regatta Island. I truly, irrationally love this place and feel completely at peace when I’m with her. But, with the island now for sale again, there’s a bittersweet moment that creeps in from time to time when I realize that she may be sold, and relinquished to someone new.  I can only hope that they will see everything I see in her, and treat her with the respect and affection that I do.

November 4:  After a very quiet end-of-summer, my good friend Kate and I closed the cottage during the week ahead of Thanksgiving.  While the weather was still very good, and I managed to get in the lake for a short while every day, I knew that it wouldn’t be long before the weather turned cold and wet.

So we left the old girl boarded up for the winter, late on a sunny, cool afternoon. I could almost hear her drawing a resigned breath as we left in the boat, gathering strength for what she knew would be a long, cold and lonely time. I imagine her watching as we went north, and then around the point, out of sight. Alone again, as she was for so long before I came along.

We’ve grown together over the last 4 years, she and I. She’s stronger now, protected by a new roof, some new windows, wiring and plumbing. A good cleaning out has removed a small mountain of junk that undoubtedly made her feel overburdened, and some new furniture (well, new to her anyway) might help her feel younger again. With her help, I’ve realized a dream that I have held for a very long time: returning an older, deteriorating building to a useful and happy life.

In doing that, I’ve developed some marginal skills with power tools, and gained assurance that I can accomplish many things that I had previously only imagined. This came with the help of builder-mate Roy, Kate, and others, who would pitch in to help “move the sticks” on another project. She and I owe them all a debt of gratitude.

As we wait for next year, I often imagine her standing alone on her little island, her back to the wind and rain, gathering herself for the winter snows.  She’s done this for more than a hundred years, so perhaps she’s used to it by now; I don’t think I will ever really enjoy winter, and perhaps she doesn’t either. Whatever the case, I’m already looking forward to the early weeks of May when I can return to her.  Throwing the back door open and calling out “Hello cottage” once again. I can almost imagine hearing her exhale slightly as she realizes that the long winter break has past and warmer, happier days lie ahead.

Will I hear a small distant voice say “Hello David” in reply ? It wouldn’t surprise me for a moment.

August 8:  In my mind, I’m 12 years old. My family is at Dyke’s Cottages near Port Carling for their annual vacation. Having waited the mandatory hour after eating lunch, we’ve been released to head down to the dock for the afternoon swim. Out the front door, letting the screen door slam behind us, my sister and I run down the dirt path to the dock at full speed. The dirt is hard-packed and there are no stones to bruise your feet.  Passing in front of the neighbouring cottage, the path begins to fall away toward the dock.  At this point, there’s a choice: slow down and use some large stepping stones in the main path to go down the hill, or, jump over the stones – using a deft dab of the left foot on an adjacent outcropping to redirect your trajectory – down to the dock. I go high, flying through the air to land near the dock.

My towel is tossed on a chair, and I run off the end of the dock at top speed, windmilling arms and legs for extra distance. The force of hitting the water often gives me a nose-full, but that’s just part of the deal. (As I got older I would realize that water skiing was often fun for the same reason: a huge crash without injury or embarrassment just added to the fun and yielded another story that got more dramatic with each telling.)

It’s easy to say that this ritual is memorable because it reminds me of the fun I had as a kid. That’s partly true, but I think it would be more accurate to say that it represents the freedom to behave in a childish way without consequences. We grew up with rules. Rules for talking or not talking. who to talk to, how to behave, how to dress. Until I was 18 I was required to be home when the streetlights came on, and couldn’t go out on Sunday unless we went to church in the morning.*  Summer was a time when most of those rules were temporarily suspended.

I thought about those times at Dykes as my grandchildren jumped off the dock here at Regatta Island. It was pretty much a procession of one after the other for most of the afternoon: up the ladder (watching out for the dreaded dock spiders); running down the dock toward the (slightly) deeper water, and launch off the dock. Repeat until exhaustion inevitably sets in.

I don’t recall my Grandfathers ever swimming, much less taking a flying leap off the dock into the lake, and that’s such a pity. As a generation, I’m happy that we are more relaxed about these things and actually spend time in the lake with the kids. And I’m very grateful that I have been able to give them the opportunity to experience relatively rules-free “cottage life” in some way during the short time they were here. (Perhaps predictably, their visit was cut short by a massive storm that took down a couple of small trees, and cut off all power to Regatta and the neighbouring islands for two-and-a-half days.)

I’m hopeful that at some point in the future we will fondly remember the time spent together at Regatta much as I remember the times my family spent at Dykes. There was nothing particularly outstanding about the place itself, but the freedom and fun it represented has stayed with me – in my memory – for more than 5 decades.

Now if you will excuse me, I’m going to run down the path and jump in the lake.  Just for old times sake.

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* In a twist to the “Sunday church rule”, we didn’t have to stay indoors if the family “overslept” and couldn’t make the 11 o’clock service. Many times, my sister and I would lie awake, still and silent in bed until after 10 to avoid going.  And, I’m sure,  many is the time Mum would do the same.

July 25:  This day has been inevitable, barring a significant lottery win,  since I bought Regatta Island in 2021. The plan was to use the 5 year term of the mortgage to do as much renovation work as possible, and evaluate my options in 2026. There was always the realization that the financing was not in my favour, and at my age (ahem) a certain need for relative security arises.  There are limitations to my finances and the overall economic situation is becoming somewhat unpredictable for the next couple of years. So I have decided to list the cottage for sale a year earlier than anticipated.

This has raised a number of emotions, some of which were unexpected. Initially I tried to see the process as a “business transaction” that would reduce my debt load and provide financial resources going forward. While all of that makes sense, the idea of parting with Regatta is more emotionally difficult than I had anticipated. It’s not surprising that this should be the case; builder-mate Roy and I have each invested a lot of time doing the work resolving as many problems as possible.  There is a connection to the building that can’t be easily be dismissed, and having gotten the old girl this far, it’s hard to turn her future over to someone else, and realize that I will not be part of her story going forward.

That said, I am proud of what we have accomplished. When I took possession of Regatta it was awash in junk and old furniture. There was a squirrel living inside, sleeping in the mattresses and stashing tons of acorns around the interior. (I occasionally still find some.) The roof leaked and the plumbing system was pretty much non-existent. After 4 years, I now have a viable and comfortable cottage: a new roof; new septic; new kitchen and bath with new plumbing; new decks…. We have brought the cottage back from a point where it might have fallen apart if left another couple of years, and have returned it to a state where a new family can enjoy it and do some more work to make it truly “theirs”.

All of the work came at the cost of spending many weeks on the island working, rather than enjoying the place as “a cottage”.  It was, in many ways, a work site, especially during the first couple of years when major projects like building the new kitchen were underway. It was not a place to lie in the sun and drink pina coladas. At some times it was easy to resent having to spend a beautiful day crawling around in the rotting leaves and detritus under the cottage trying to fix the floor. I missed many events in the city that I would have preferred to attend because I was “at the cottage”. In this small way, selling the cottage brings the possibility of having more time to do some things I have missed for the last four years.

But against that small bright spot, there is the sadness in knowing that I won’t be part of the Regatta Island story as it goes forward.  My hope is that the new owner will see the value in a 112 year old cottage and will respect that provenance in the work they do. It would be a horror story for me if the new owner decides to renovate or demolish the existing building and use the footprint as the basis for a new McCottage. I could never forgive myself for letting her go, even though I completely understand that I have no say in what the new people will do.

In the meantime, showings are being arranged;  people are coming and going.  After 3 months of hard work getting her ready for sale, I am trying to take some time to simply enjoy the place “as a cottage” before we have to part ways. These are bittersweet days, and I am trying to be as positive as can be, before the inevitable day comes to say goodbye for good.

For sale: 1000 REGATTA ISLAND W, Bracebridge (Monck (Bracebridge)), Ontario P1L1W8 – X12302269 | REALTOR.ca

May 5: After record snowfalls in central Ontario and elsewhere, Winter ended with a sucker punch of wind and ice that devastated large parts of the Province. Many homes were left without power for several days, and clean-up continues for many.  There will be more work to be done as seasonal residents like myself return to their summer homes and discover the extent of damage.

To put it mildly, Spring has seemed somewhat reluctant this year. Some warmer days have yielded to stretches of colder and wetter periods that feel like late March rather than early May. But Mother Nature is a persistent old lady and in time, her usual patterns will win out.

I have been waiting for that eventuality while the temperatures remain close to zero overnight on Regatta Island.  Call me an old, soft city-slicker but the possibility of an overnight stay in a wooden cottage with no insulation or central heat has little appeal.

Still, it is only a matter of time before the rain and cold release their grip. There are signs – like the magnolia at the bottom of my street – that Spring can’t be that far off. So I suggest digging the shorts out from the bottom of the drawer, and putting the rose wine on ice, just to be ready.  In the meantime, keep the umbrella handy.

 

 March 25: There is little doubt that Canada currently faces a crisis which has the potential to significantly change the character of our country.  In the face of unprecedented interference from US President Trump, the way in which our governments react will will dictate the nature of our country for decades to come.

As Paul Romer, a Stanford economist and co-recipient of the Nobel Prize in Economics in 2018 said: “A crisis is a terrible thing to waste.” We now have an opportunity – disguised as a crisis –  to fundamentally reimagine our country. We need to break away from many of the current orthodoxies and long-standing impediments that have stood in our way. We can make a better Canada, if we choose to do so.

What we can’t do, is carry on “business as usual.” As one of our politicians has described it: “We must break down interprovincial trade barriers, open internal markets, lower taxes, reduce subsidies, thin regulation, get our resources out of the ground, build export-oriented infrastructure, and make it a national mission to diversify our external markets.” Stephen Harper was expounding on the “neo-liberal” strategy that he implemented almost a decade ago and which has left us in our current state.  The fact that the Trudeau years did so little to alter this approach to economic strategy shows the stasis of political thinking in our country, and the deep-seated lack of desire to alter course.

It’s therefore deeply disappointing to me that both Carney and Poilievre have been quick out of the gate promising tax cuts of different magnitudes and for different constituencies. Reducing taxes generates less revenue for the government to allocate to its programs and priorities. With less revenue to go around, many of our fundamental institutions, like hospitals, the military and universities, have become and will continue to be inadequately funded because the government has cut funding to “balance the books”. They are therefore deteriorating at an alarming rate. Current tax policy has created a society where the most economically well-off are getting richer, and the poor are falling further behind. The so-called “middle class” has essentially disappeared.  Allowing industry greater control over the regulatory system has meant greater corporate profit, continued threats to the environment and the risk of continued loss of decent well-paid jobs to overseas competition. It’s early days in our Federal election and I am hopeful that there will be more thoughtful policies from both parties.  I also hope that our political class will return to the idea of being “statesmen” and actually work together to make the country a better place, rather than simply looking to score points toward the next public opinion poll.

There are opportunities now to consider how we trade with other countries around the globe. We can no longer rely on the American market as the country has become unreliable at best, and an enemy at worst.  We need to consider global security and assume a more proactive role in securing our own borders – particularly in the arctic – with a stronger and more modern military presence. We should take the step that tripped Justin Trudeau and eliminate the “first past the post” electoral process  and adopt a proportional election system for future elections. And while we are at it, let’s re-write our tax structure so that everyone pays a fair share, and there are fewer special interest groups hived off into lower or preferential tax brackets.

Now is not the time for half-hearted measures. We have seemingly come together in the face of an existential threat. Whatever we do next, let’s be bold.  Our response – expressed most immediately through our electoral process – demands nothing less.

Globe editorial: What this campaign is missing: a real vision for a new Canada – The Globe and Mail 

Opinion: Canada’s existential election has very quickly become unserious – The Globe and Mail

March 14:  The Liberal party has recently elected Mark Carney as their new leader; he will become the next Prime Minister of our country. I’m hopeful that he will bring a new perspective to the office, and reorient our thinking about the way in which our country behaves. It can’t come a moment too soon.

U.S. President Trump is continuing to attack Canada (and others) through tariffs and other tactics (notably simply opening his mouth) designed to demean and belittle us. He has stated his desire to annex Canada as a 51st state. There is a constant stream of idiocy and threats, and, although I do my best to avoid paying much attention, it is a constant buzz in the background of our days. Trump’s threats and his disruption of the world order (such as it was) elevates his lunatic ranting beyond the point of things we can easily ignore.  There are real threats and real outcomes that will be unpleasant if we don’t deal with them appropriately.

It is fascinating and encouraging to me that Canadians have responded to the challenge quickly and with creativity. There seems to be a resurgence in national pride (an emotion few “real” Canadians would acknowledge) and a desire to seize this opportunity to make things better for our country. Will our leaders – and our new Prime Minister in particular – be up to the challenge we face ?

As Canadians we have lived with mediocrity for far too long. At the Federal level, both major parties have platforms that are remarkably similar.  Instead of looking for new and creative ways to improve the country, they focus on identity politics and scoring meaningless points at the expense of actually “doing something”. Action, when it comes, is more often than not, to protect or give advantage to privileged members of the business elite or society, rather than making meaningful changes for the benefit of the majority of Canadians. ( How long have we been dealing with “the housing crisis” without apparent affect ? ) Our disillusionment is apparent in voter turn out which has declined from almost 80% of electors in the late 70’s, to 62% in the 2021 election. We can’t be bothered anymore ….

My hope is that Mark Carney can break this cycle and make meaningful changes: Let’s get rid of internal trade barriers; let’s get started on national programs to support new infrastructure and housing opportunities; let’s re-write the tax code so that everyone pays a fair share toward the common good; let’s spend meaningful money on our own military and on reaching out to support other nations that need our help; and let’s change the electoral process from “first past the post” to proportional representation so that we get a government that actually represents voters’ wishes.

There was a time in our collective memory when Canada “punched above its’ weight” and made important contributions around the world.  Through neglect and atrophy, those skills have been diminished or lost entirely and we are impoverished as a result. Many nations have taken to simply ignoring us. These things can change and it appears to me that Canadians are ready, willing and able to make those changes.  My fear is that the current political culture (at all levels) is such that the old, white guys currently in charge will continue to spend time worrying about covering their asses and drop the ball on a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to re-write Canadian history. Sadly, it may be that Mark Carney is one of those guys. I hope that I am proven wrong.

January 31: As the calendar rolls over into the new year, I am usually fairly optimistic about the times that lie ahead.  Some years, I have been less enthusiastic than others, due largely to a downturn in my mood over the preceding Christmas and holiday season. This year the holiday went fairly well, so I welcomed 2025 with an open mind.

Unfortunately, shortly after the new year was underway, Trump assumed the Presidency in the US and things went to hell in a hand cart. This was not unexpected as he had been messaging his intentions from the date the election was called. Still, there was the (obviously misguided) hope that he would somehow see the folly of his intentions, and that his chaotic style would then change. As I write, we are awaiting word on whether there will be a round of tariffs, and if so, what will be covered.

There is nothing I can do about this, other than to remain in my seat with the lap belt loosely fastened across my lap. What is troubling to me is the constant din of stupidity coming (for the most part) from south of the border which demands attention, if only to determine whether there is actually something happening that is of concern. Many people I know are completely over-stressed  because they pay close attention to this stream of nonsense and imagine possible disastrous outcomes. Please my friends; take a deep breath.

Later in the month, we learned that my very good friend Ian’s younger brother Don had died in hospital after a lengthy illness. Although Ian had told me that he was not well, the news was sad and unsettling. All of my little gang of friends has lost parents and while that is difficult,  it is a life passage that we have come to expect.  The death of our own generation has somehow been postponed indefinitely as our lives roll along from day to day.  Don’s death was a reminder that we may not have all the time we think we have.

And that is likely not long at all.  This year, we all turn 75. The average life expectancy in Canada is 83 (19th in the world), so less than 10 years remain if you believe in the (use and abuse of ) statistics. I like to think that I am fairly involved in my life. I have hobbies that, admittedly, come and go from time to time. I am volunteering and taking classes to expand my range of interests and skills.  I am trying half-heartedly to stay in reasonably good shape. Some of my friends are doing the same, yet many seem content to go from day to day without any significant plans, or any intention to seek out and enjoy life goals that have been waiting for years to be realized.  At some point, they will simply be too old and enfeebled to actually do those things they imagined but did not pursue, and that makes me sad and a bit disappointed for them.

Yet I know that there’s nothing I can do to change the course of history yet to come, or to force those around me to take a shot at something new. They have their life; I have mine. The events that I encountered this month have left me slightly discouraged. In the end, there is one month down and eleven to go. Let’s keep our eyes on the horizon….